the lack of updates lately
So, lately I'm skipping days updating. In a way, I feel bad for not updating daily anymore, because I feel like I'm neglecting this diary and anyone who happens to read it.
I just have nothing to say lately.
And honestly, it's because I'm having some trouble lately. Just, in general, being freaking exhausted and depressed. I don't know why, I'm just incredibly down and out. I know I have friends from "real life" that read this, and I promise if I want to talk about it, I will. Just don't get all offended and shit if I don't mention this at all. I don't want to talk about it.
At least, not untilI figure out what is going on.
In other (boring) news, I'm working full-time. Thankfully, Kim's giving me all the hours I want. Which means no off days. Not two weeks ago, not this week, and not next week, anyway. But it'll be worth it in the end, because that just means I get my car sooner. I really want a Kia Rio, but I might end up getting a used car. I'm not sure yet. I just want a fucking car already, so I don't have to talk my mother into letting me take her car out whenever I have to go to work or something.
Speaking of my mother, she's been in one of her moods. She keeps freaking out because my eyes have two or three red arteries/veins/something like that showing, insisting I'm smoking pot or something. I hate pot. And we got into a screaming fight over it, so now I'm hoarse and she and I aren't speaking. This is definitely a case of "silence is golden." Fuck her freak-outs. I hate that shit. And it came out of nowhere, too. She was fine, and then she was psycho.
As usual.
